*sigh* I have been addicted to painkillers for over 25 years. I’m also a pot smoker (luv the stuff) & raving alcoholic. None of these admitted to until 8 months ago. After many times of trying to detox and stay clean and sober, treatment saved me, then a recovery house. I am just going into
addiction housing this week, and scared sh*tless. I want to drink, I want to smoke. I want to have good mind blowing sex. I am bi polar, and guess what? I am a 52 yr old female who hates living alone and being lonely. What to do? 