For those of us who have had the privilege(gag!) to encounter and engage her, the only time you will begin to become disillusioned and begin to see her as a hero is when she’s finally got you….and by then you will most definitely need her to come save you! I know because after enduring a 3 year $800 a day habit, I needed saving alright….almost every 4-5 hours! I couldn’t function without her.
Most people have a coffee to get the day started…not me I had a hyperdermic filled with crap in my arm. Most people enjoy some dry crackers and cold meat as an appetiser…but not me I was havin’ a hit before I eat or I wouldn’t be able to stomach a grain of rice! And lastly most people would maybe read a book to wind down before retiring for the day…but not me, I was lookin’ for a vein in the dim evening light to send me off to the land of the comotose…until we wake to another cold, shaking sweat the following day, just to do it all over again…how pathetic!
I’m hoping those of you who are reading this have noted the use of past tense! I do consider myself to be one of the fortunate few who managed to escape the iron grip of that two faced bitch who will oneday make you feel like a million dollars and then the next day, like you’ve just been robbed of a million dollars along with every ounce of dignity that you thought you had…
Stay tuned…for a day and a night and a day and a night and a day and a night in the life of the iceman! And I ain’t talkin’ about that dude that flys up against Maverick in Top Gun, I’m talkin’ about crystal meth, Ice, Shabu…whatever you wanna call that crap that sendin’ more of us once level headed members of society to the crazy house!